My state of indecision for 2010 has not changed within the past week.
Many hours of yoga and some reflection later I’ve still not come up with a plan for 2010. Nothing concrete. No clear wants.
I have rediscovered the glories (and endorphins) of dark chocolate. Especially when made into hot chocolate. A blessed substance.
Twice before when in a similar state of indecision I gave a genius tarot card reader a call. He knew his stuff and it actually helped, in the give-and-take accuracy and trust ratings I give those things. He put the cards on the table, so to speak, about what was going on and what could happen. Nothing I couldn’t figure out on my own, but a nice reminder. Last Monday at 10:30 a.m. I told myself that if within a week I could raise the funds to use his services again then I would call him. Today, Monday at around that same time no money was present, instead an audition which requires a dialect coach for the same amount. What the hell does that mean?
As I study my vowels with a Greek twist I am concentrating on one goal at a time. Hopefully the larger picture will show itself in the details. And who knows, maybe it will show itself in my collage workshop coming up on the 16th. Man, that would be awesome.